i have been hospitalised 4 times now in the past 5 years and recovery is long hard and painful and i was due foot reconstruction surgery in dec. but it has had to be put back into jan. as was back in hosp . oct 29th till nov 17th.i have young onset parkinsons disease but the meds are quite good at controlling the symptoms.its just i was takiing extra doses of meds to control the symptoms and got fierce involutery movements and had to go to the hosp where they cut down my large amount of meds as the neuro consultant said i was `flayling' this resulted in 2 seizures.but i'm now on the mend .i was bed bound for 2 weeks which messes up my walking.and you almost have to strt to walk all over again.But ive got there before and i dont doubt i can do it again .but its hard and painful.But i always think there is always someone worse off than myself.Again late one evening in the hosp. they shut the curtains and doors to the room to remove a dead body quietly and i'm better off than that.When i done rehab after not walkiing for 7 weeks it was the hardest thing i had ever done by a long way just being lifted into a standing position by pyhsios ,.i always thought of the young soldiers who volunteerd for their countries military in the prime condition of their life returning home after having limbs blown off. My rehab was incredibly hard and i had all 4 limbs they were just very weakened as they are now, but ive got there twice before and i know i'll get there again ,its just going to be painful and hard But ive been in pain in my left foot for nearly 3 years now.So i just haveto take it without complaint cos like i said theres always someone worse off than myself.