I am Amber Leigh Beach(32) but feel free to call me whenever you want to call me if you can’t be bothered with remembering the name of a ugly fatass like me. The fact that anyone would be interested enough in my disgusting flabby body and ugly ass face makes me so horny. I used to think that a stupid ugly cow like me can only get laid enough to be satisfied is to ether hope that someone will find me attractive enough to ask me out so I have a steady boyfriend that will fuck me or I to be willing to let some random guy who is drunk enough at a bar to get past my ugly fat face and have a one night stand with me. I don’t think I have a good chance of getting a boyfriend anytime soon and I have never had much luck having guys hit on me even when they’re drunk. I thought about going up to strangers at a bar or whenever and try hitting on them instead of waiting around for them to come to me. I had a bit of success with doing that but almost all of the guys that I managed to get would degrade me by saying things like “You’re disgusting fatass makes me sick to look at and I wouldn’t have even thought about it if you didn’t come begging for dick.” And how I should be treated as nothing more than a hole to be passed around and shared by strangers. At first I hated it and tried to be more careful with my choices of men but it didn’t help, if anything it got worse. I started off by saying that I would leave if people didn’t stop, most people would stop, apologize and then just be completely silent until they were done and then leave. Others would not listen and whenever I started to try and stop them from fucking me, I would always get comments like “Damn you’re loose pussy just got super tight!!” And “Is the desperate fat bitch who begged me to fuck her really think she’s not pathetic slut?” I wouldn’t have anything to say in response to that so I would just give up and let whoever it was finish with me then immediately leave. I don’t know when but eventually I stopped caring and started enjoying myself being humiliated and degraded and then I realized that I should embrace. I started to post myself and tell people that they should just come and use me for fun and that I wouldn’t resist them even if they stripped me in public. I didn’t message them back if they messaged me but eventually I did say I lived in Arkansas if people were interested, then I eventually said I lived in Sherwood, Ar and I wanted people to come and rape me. I wasn’t sure what I would do if someone actually recognized me and told me to follow them somewhere but I didn’t want to stop either. So here I am again posting my worthless fatass and begging for attention